From AA’s Big Book
there’s this most referred-to story from a doctor. If I had a dollar for every
time a sponsor told a sponsee to go read this story, I’d have enough money to
buy a new car. This doctor’s story is titled: “Acceptance Is The Key.” … It helped me a great deal to become
convinced that alcoholism was a disease, not a moral issue; that I had been
drinking as a result of a compulsion, even though I had not been aware of the
compulsion at the time; and that sobriety was not a matter of willpower. The
people of A.A. had something that looked much better than what I had, but I was
afraid to let go of what I had in order to try something new; there was a
certain sense of security in the familiar.
At last,
acceptance proved to be the key to my drinking problem. After I had been around
A.A. for seven months, tapering off alcohol and pills, not finding the program
working very well, I was finally able to say, “Okay, God. It is true that I—of
all people, strange as it may seem, and even though I didn’t give my permission—really,
really am an alcoholic of sorts. And it’s all right with me. Now, what am I
going to do about it?” When I stopped living in the problem and began living in
the answer, the problem went away. From that moment on, I have not had a single
compulsion to drink.
And
acceptance is the answer to all my problems today. When I am disturbed, it is
because I find some person, place, thing, or situation—some fact of my life
—unacceptable to me, and I can find no serenity until I accept that person,
place, thing, or situation as being exactly the way it is supposed to be at
this moment. Nothing, absolutely nothing, happens in God’s world by mistake.
Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober; unless I accept
life completely on life’s terms, I cannot be happy. I need to concentrate not
so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed
in me and in my attitudes.
Acceptance is the singular requirement for
enjoying peace, joy, and serenity. Being accepted in Alcoholics Anonymous –
truly accepted just as I was – transformed me. I had never experienced that
before. I haven’t had a drink since nor have I been the same since. But what is
acceptance?
You may recall I have written before stating
that, for me, acceptance is a better word than love, because “love” is such an
overused word. But what is acceptance? What does it mean? I’ve met a lot of
resistance (from myself and from others) about accepting someone or something
that is met with aversion or abhorrence. Many feel that to accept something or
someone is the same as approving. It is not. Many feel that it is impossible
for them to really accept because whoever or whatever it is is so distasteful
or disliked. Acceptance is not “liking” someone or something. Many are afraid
of accepting someone because it means they might be getting away with something
they shouldn’t. Acceptance does not mean simply saying, “That’s okay.”
So, what is it? What does it mean to accept
someone or something.
I recently read a definition of Acceptance that
really resonated with me. The author (Doug Bennett, What Color Socks Does God Wear? 2015, p. 74-5) was discussing the
importance of being aware and accepting of what is. We’ve all heard this
admonishment many times. Let it go. It is what it is. Just relax and accept.
But Bennett notes how hard that is. From my own experience I concur.
He continues: “I can define acceptance as awareness without fear. Fear distorts our
perception of reality, or at least encourages unhealthy perceptions of reality.
Allowing ‘everything’ into awareness requires that we get around our fears that
are keeping so much of our reality out of our awareness. In spite of that
difficulty, I believe that learning to be aware and accepting is an easier task
than trying to change our learned perceptions that are based in serious fear.”
Perception is awareness without fear. A great
thought for you to ponder – discovering the fears that lie behind people,
situations or issues that have been difficult, up to now, for you to accept.
As I’ve stated before, “I have to understand,
on a visceral level, who the “Me” or “I” really is when I am speaking or
thinking. The “I” that says to myself, “I really need a newer, more reliable
car” is a different “I” than the one that says to my Holy Spirit, “I can’t do
this anymore; help me perceive things the way You see them.”
Although
these messages are mostly for me, thanks for listening to me and getting to
know me – warts and all. As always, feel free to forward this message to your
friends, family, and those accompanying you on your spiritual journey.
Don
#2 Sep 2016
Copyright 2016
PS: This will be my last message this September. I
will be out of the country.
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