I have often been asked – and
often ask myself – why get involved in
the struggles/arguments/public policy debates over the economy or human rights/power
struggles of this 3-dimensional world we perceive. Sometimes the overwhelming
onslaught of fear, greed, lack, hate, possessiveness, ownership, power struggle
issues just gets me down. “Why even start?” I say to myself. “What real good will it do?” “Who really
cares?” After all I’m an already-loved eternal spirit only currently having a
human experience. I am not just a human body who somewhere houses a spirit or
soul. If all I really “see” in the world “out there” is a reflection of my
perception, then why should I bother getting involved in the affairs of this
3-D world?
This issue arose – again – in me
yesterday. It’s early voting in my county for Republican and Democrat primaries
as well as for countywide offices. We went out to vote as our civic duty and
this issue came up again inside my head.
I have an egoic mind that
perceives everything from the vantage point of fear. According to A Course in
Miracles (ACIM), it doesn’t really exist but it sure feels like it. My
perceptions are simply my own and they, too, are not reality. But they sure
feel like it. I also have a higher mind. It is the small (but growing!) part of
me that is (or can be) attuned to hear and listen to the whispers of the Holy
Spirit. All the fear, greed, lack, hate, possessiveness, ownership, and power
struggle issues are figments of my own egoic perception. This perception is
firmly grounded in my belief in fear and lack and separation. I am me. You are
not. I must get mine while preventing you from taking anything from me. This
egoic frame of reference is perfectly summarized in a bumper sticker I saw in
Florida several years ago: “If you are not frightened or angry, you are not
paying attention.”
My higher mind has become
somewhat attuned to a kind of Oneness. This has happened in my quarter century
involvement with AA. This is based on a couple of very beloved principles in
The Program: “There, but for the Grace of God, go I;” and understanding the
reality of “The Yets.”
Folks will share how they got
3-4 DUI’s and it ruined their credit rating and has destroyed their chance to
get certain jobs. I want to say to myself – I haven’t gotten a DUI – then I
stop and realize I drove quite often under the influence – but simply never got
caught. Just by the Grace of God or some fortunate good luck, I didn’t have to
face what the sharer faced. Someone will share in a meeting and afterward I
might say to someone else, “That’s awful. I haven’t done anything like that.”
The person whom I’m talking to will almost automatically add: “Yet!”
This reality of “The Yets” has
taught me I’m not that much different from anyone else. If I can forgive myself
or overlook my alcoholic mistakes, then I can forgive or overlook yours. As I
listen to other alcoholics share I always see a little piece of me in each of
their stories. After a quarter of a century of experiencing this in AA, I am
seeing little bits of me in virtually everyone I meet.
Please don’t misunderstand me. I
am not (Repeat; NOT) suggesting that
my experiences in AA are the same as ACIM’s Holy Instant or Holy Encounter –
where, with the orchestration of the Holy Spirit, the Christ-Self in me
connects with the Christ-Self in you and all egoic perceptions simply vanish,
along with a sense of time and fear. But these AA experiences do leave me with a
little more openness and willingness to see myself in you, therefore leaving me
in a better position to be willing to see with the Holy
Spirit’s “vision” rather than with my egoic fearful “sight.”
While on this physical, egoic,
3-dimensional plane, I have come to believe there are things I can do to
encourage the implementation of public policies that will create a better
atmosphere for allowing people to be more willing to see a little
of themselves in all others. On the other hand there are public policies that
are stridently based in fear, lack, and separateness, which encourage the
continuation of believing in our fearful egoic “reality.”
So, I vote, work for and support
those “higher” policies rather than those reflecting my non-existent and
non-real egoic perceptions of fear and separateness.
Perhaps not being frightened,
angry, or stressed means that I really am paying attention – to me and my
thoughts, which is exactly where I should be looking.
Although these messages are
mostly for me, thanks for listening. As always – feel free to forward this
message to your friends, family, and those accompanying you on your spiritual
journey.
Don
#1 August 2014
Copyright, 2014
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