Several people responded to my
message last week by indicating that it wasn’t really very helpful. It contained
some nice thoughts, was well-written, but was almost Pollyanna-ish. Not very
helpful in the practical sense.
Here’s Part Two.
Last week I wrote:
“It’s been very difficult for me to be (a) politically active since the
election and (b) spiritually centered at the same time. The more active I want
to become the more frustrated/angry/disappointed I also become. Something’s not
right – and the problem is in me.…
“I need
to be in balance with both sets of these activities. In short, I need to be as
politically active as I can, but not out of anger, fear, frustration, or
anxiety. I need to be politically active out of love and acceptance.
“But how
can I do that?”
I tried to answer that question by providing
some simple analogies. I closed with:
“I need
to understand that my perception of things, people or events is not really
real. I have to acknowledge that these things certainly appear to be very, very
real. But they’re not. I need to ask for a different way of looking at the
situation. I need to “see” not with physical sight, but with spiritual vision –
to “see” the same way the Holy Spirit “sees:” Everything is either an act of
Love or a call for Love. That ability to “see” like the Holy Spirit is given to
me as a gift from God.
“So, I
can protest, write my congressional representatives, send emails, sign
petitions, or contribute money sensing that this movement of our new government
is simply a call for Love. It is an attempt to assuage fear by accumulating and
exercising power to provide them with security. I can try to accept (which is
to be aware without fear or judgment) their insecurity and attempt to correct
their “not knowing” rather than screaming out of my self-righteous anger and
fear.”
Being a grateful member of Alcoholics Anonymous
has helped me beyond what can be discussed here. I cannot speak for AA (no one
can) but I can relate things taught me by old-timers in the Program. These
ideas and practical suggestions lie behind all of what I wrote last week. [As an aside – I believe the principles of A
Course in Miracles (ACIM) and the practical suggestions of AA are so much in
sync that they become almost indivisible in my mind]
Basically, I want to suggest that you simply do
the next right thing when faced with “political” issues that are coming out of
Washington, DC. Pray, meditate, discuss, or whatever it is you normally do, and
then do what you think is right/correct/possible for you to do. But, as I was
taught, do these things without expectations.
It is similar to making a 9th Step
amend to someone I have harmed while still drinking. I am making the amend for
myself – to help me clean the messes I have made. This is necessary for me to
open up myself to positive change. If the other person cannot accept my amend,
I cannot worry about that. I may be saddened, of course. But how someone
responds to me is beyond my act of contrition and the amend I was offering
them. I was cautioned to “do the work honestly and let the God of my
understanding handle the outcome.”
When I find myself frustrated, worried,
fearful, and – especially – angry at not getting the outcome I was hoping for
(translation: expected), then I can be relatively assured that I was not
focused on my part only. I was concerned with the outcome I preferred to occur,
not on the solid genuineness of making an honest, heart-felt amend.
When I am focused on outcomes, then I fully
understand that I am not trying to simply do God’s work as best I understand
it. I am really trying to do God’s job. When I put it to myself that that’s
exactly what I was up to, and that’s exactly why I’m feeling so frustrated and
angry – I am always stunned at the error I made – again. And again. And again.
I am still a work in progress.
So, continue writing, calling, emailing,
attending Town Hall meetings, working in concert with other groups, marching, making
signs, or whatever. But do so following your heart and allowing the God of your
understanding to control the outcome. I
can try to accept (which is to be aware without fear or judgment) the
politicians’ insecurity and attempt to correct their “not knowing” rather than
screaming out of my self-righteous anger and fear because I want my outcome to occur.
You are not expected to do God’s job. So, quit
trying to.
As I’ve stated before, “I have to understand,
on a visceral level, who the “Me” or “I” really is when I am speaking or
thinking. The “I” that says to myself, “I really need a newer, more reliable
car” is a different “I” than the one that says to Spirit, “I can’t do this
anymore; help me perceive things the way You see them.”
Although these messages are mostly for me,
thanks for listening to me and getting to know me – warts and all. As always,
feel free to forward this message to your friends, family, and those
accompanying you on your spiritual journey.
Don
#3 Feb 2017
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