I recently read a great little
book by Don Miguel Ruiz, Jr. It is called The
Five Levels of Attachment – Toltec Wisdom for the Modern World [Hierophant
Publishing, 2013].
Writing in the Foreword to his
son’s book, don Miguel Ruiz [acclaimed author of The Four Agreements] stated:
“My son has spent a great portion of his
life silently rebelling against the way other people live, creating many
judgments and opinions. He did not realize that in doing so, he was becoming
attached to those judgments and opinions, and his emotional reactions were
becoming increasingly intense.” [Page ix]
“…Although we live in the present, our attachment makes us dream of a
past that no longer exists, a past that is full of regret and drama. Our
attachments also take us to an uncertain future full of fears that do not yet
exist, making us feel unsafe.” The book goes on to explain “… how your belief system has been making
all the decisions in the story of your life. … how you create your identity
based on the opinions and judgments of others around you…. how our beliefs
become intimately connected to our identity; or who we think we are. This
belief of what the truth is in turn creates all our attachments and all our
emotional responses.” The Five Levels of Attachment, pp x,xi
A Course in Miracles (ACIM)
states throughout that we interpret our past in ways that support our life
story. If we think of ourselves as a victim, we interpret our past that way –
it supports our life-view. If we think of the world as dangerous and we must
always be on the defensive and ready to attack any suspected aggressor – be
they store clerks, county officials, salespersons or business owners – we will
base that frame of reference on our interpreted past. By so doing we are
continuing to live in our illusionary past. ACIM goes on to say that this
selective interpretation of past events controls how we perceive things, events
and people now. However, we believe to live this way is to “learn from our mistakes,”
is normal, and is the right thing to do. ACIM reminds us, however: “The one wholly true thought one can hold
about the past is that it is not here.” [W-1: 8: 2,1] If I cannot let go of
my past, that’s where I will continue to live – over and over and over again.
In AA I learned a very similar
message: “If you always do what you’ve
always done, you’ll always get what you’ve always got.” Although primarily
on a superficial or behavioral level, I began doing different things and began
getting different results. I have since learned that this truism is applicable
on far deeper levels. Rather than using this axiom for behavioral changes, I’ve
used this on emotional levels, as well. When a strong emotion occurs in me I
look for the “trigger” that also occurred. My emotion is real (e.g., as they
are in a nightmare) but often the “trigger” is based on a selected memory of my
past, which is as illusionary as my nightmare dream. If I can do something
differently – deal with my trigger and not my emotion – I will begin getting
different results.
The ACIM Text, in many places,
puts it this way: “God knows you now. He
remembers nothing, having always known you exactly as He knows you now. The
holy instant reflects His knowing by bringing all perception out of the
past, thus removing the frame of reference you have built by which to judge
your brothers.” [T-15: V, 9, 1-3] (emphasis mine)
My attachments or my frame of
reference limit and constrict. As an illustration, Christianity, as lived by
Jesus of Nazareth, can instill in us a wonderful sense of gratitude for a
visceral experience of God’s love for ALL of humanity – including me. In gratitude we embrace
the Golden Rule (Do Unto Others…) – the second of Jesus’ three commandments to
His followers. In gratitude we live, day-by-day in the Now, in a faith that has
banished our fears.
Or ….
Christianity can be a terrible
fear-producer. It can reinforce my perception of myself (and all humanity) as
an unworthy sinner, falling short of the glory of God. It can reinforce the
concept that “evil” is real, independent, a force against God, that lives
outside and independent of me. As such, evil is beyond my control and is a
force I must always fear and protect myself from. Consequently, if I don’t
understand you, I can feel threatened and frightened. In my selective
interpretation of past events I have learned to associate that feeling of fear
as an indication of the presence of evil. As a result I become convinced that I
fear you because you are evil. Even though I say the “correct” words – “I love
the sinner but hate the sin” – my actions betray my faith in the power of Love
that God has shown me.
For example, if we’re talking
about homosexuality, which many (not I) believe is a sin, how can we say we
only hate the sin, when we’re working so hard to banish the sin as expressed by
the sinner? Oh, yes we love the gay guy, but hate his gayness. In the meantime,
we will keep our kids from him, support efforts to get him fired from his job, and
continue to castigate him and all he does. But we say we really love him – we
just hate his sin. What mental gymnastics we go through!
Instead of homosexuality, I
could have said the same about general religious tolerance or intolerance. I
could have said the same about Right-to-Life or Freedom of Choice. I could have
said the same about supporting the less fortunate or punishing them for making
poor life choices.
The following two quotes are
among my favorites and say much the same thing in very different words – words
that may resonate better with you:
From Mahatma Gandhi:
Your beliefs become your thoughts;
Your thoughts become your words;
Your words become your actions;
Your actions become your habits;
Your habits become your values;
Your values become your destiny.
From Earnie Larson, Stage II Recovery – Life Beyond
Addiction, Harper & Row, 1985, p. 30:
What you live with you learn;
What you learn you practice;
What you practice you become;
What you become has consequences.
All this judgment, analysis,
comparison, condemnation – of ourselves and of others – is based on our
selective interpretation of past events. We have put these blinders on all by
ourselves, as we were “socialized” by our parents, friends, teachers,
ministers, relatives, movies, television, politicians and employers. Toltec
wisdom calls this socialization process “domestication.”
We put the blinders on and we can
begin removing these blinders, as well. We just have to be willing and not be
afraid to ask for a different way of looking at life.
Although these messages are
mostly for me, thanks for listening. As always – feel free to forward this
message to your friends, family, and those accompanying you on your spiritual
journey.
Don
#3 Jun, 2014
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